It has been months since my last entry. It was done on purpose, I guess, as there was nothing much to update with regards to the feeling. I guess it was another realisation that he simply... doesn't care.

Last month I met up with one of our close mutual friend. She had called me a wk or so before that mt up. Apparently she had just spoken to him and he told her what happened. He had told her abt me wanting my closure and all that. I mean I don't mind her knowing ... eventually I wld have done it myself too. What HE told her shocked me though.

He: *my name* wants closure
she: sorry...?
He: Closure! Cheh! What closure is she talking abt!?? There's nothing to talk abt. I do want to see her!

That piece of information was enough for me to stop hoping anymore. What I was... still am ... sad is how he has changed to be a COWARD!

Its time for me to let go.