I 'saw' him again this evening. Of course he has no way of knowing that I was there. Well... may as well. I've calmed down. Whatever that had happened in the past few days are liked deja-vu. Hmmm... let me guess... gosh... its exactly liked 8 yrs ago! OMG!
U know something... if I've got a friend that is going thru what I am going thru now... I will def tell her to just forget it. Sometimes these things are jsut not worth fighting for.

BUT now that I AM in that position. I feel that I will only stop fighting once I know the truth. I mean I am not crazy to hang on to him and all that (hmmmm... ) BUT I just need to know.

Sometimes I wonder if this is my retribution for all the things I did to other men. Hey... its not that there are many others. BUT I was one of those ppl who is not into confrontation. I've ever simply 'dissappeared' from a person's life simply because he was getting tooo clingy and asking for more commitment in the relationship which I was not prepared to give then and... ever.

Oh dear... it sounds soooo similar doesn't it?