I've been thinking... (which is not that good). What exactly do I want out of all these?

First and foremost I knew why I did it. Simple. I want my closure!

Although along the way, the whole thing changed... I still think I need the answer to that chapter of my life. If so be it that we were to start something new... that chapter still need to be addressed!

So am I wrong to 'push' him for it? One part of me feel that I should not pressure him, the other part tell me that I need to nudge once in awhile. Ahhhh... I feel sooo naggy. Mcm old lady liked that.