Life At This Moment

Ok... I am actually not a fan of blogs. Well... not MY blogs. But I am currently going thru some glitch in my life that I feel the need to express it in writting. Well... who knows by reading it back I'll be able to think 'straight'. Its liked when its happening, you are blinded by other factors. But when the storm has ceased... you are able to see it clearer. So I guess thats the main reason for this blog. My own personal diary in the web.

Friday, January 12, 2007

How do u react when someone who is not attainable says "I can never get enuff of you" to you? Are you supposed to act dumb or react to it. I choose clarification.

I really don't know, man. Its liked... you know he's great and perhaps ... he IS ur soul mates... but its just not right. Not because its not right, right... but morally its just NOT right! gosh... am I making sense here??? "RIGHT NOT RIGHT??"

It feels liked I am having an affair with this person. I get excited when he calls. His SMSes never fails to bring a smile on my face. He brings color to my life as I am sure I bring to his. Gosh... if only its not complicated.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Have you been in a crossroad where you know what you're doing is wrong but.... you just can't help it. Sigh. I really do not know what I am doing. I know its wrong (??) but the feeling is soo very nice. Is it right to pursue my happiness when I am hurting so many ppl in process?
Is it worth it??